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[日期:2020-06-29] 作者:2020屆17班 高雨欣 次瀏覽 [字體: ]

全球變暖,病毒橫生,物種滅絕,澳洲大火,煌災(zāi),戰(zhàn)爭……這便是人們所祈禱的新生。這便是二十年前人們所希冀的未來世界。

在這些悲愴的日子里,我只能在家里,卻仍感受到了一種不可名狀的寒冷和深不見底的惡意。東野圭吾說唯太陽和人心不可直視。我便想起少時去鄰居家小店玩耍的日子。那個已在時間長河中被我遺忘了模樣的女子也曾是一個很善良的長輩,她店里的客人都是附近皮鞋廠的工人,她也就心軟多夾些肉、雞蛋在炒面中,涼面也是幾乎比別家多一倍。后來又過了很久很久,我也離開那個地方很久很久了。也從未想會有一個小小的像匣子一樣的東西,改變了很多人的命運,那就是手機(jī)。人們點起了外賣,可她當(dāng)然不會開網(wǎng)店,于是這店便幾乎沒人了。再后來,我故地重游時便看見她往余下的涼面中倒了些似鹽狀的粉末,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   第二天繼續(xù)賣……希望少時的我們,永不要知道那是什么。

前些日子,我在書中看見一句話:你要永遠(yuǎn)記得,善良比聰明更難。我才幡然醒悟。如今的日子,國人都?xì)埡ζ鹱约旱耐?。曾?jīng)覺得我們雖不能一生鋤奸扶弱,匡扶正義,但也自詡誓死鄙夷惡,可有時人也會成為惡本身……

 

至少午后陽光尚存,醫(yī)護(hù)人員舍己為人??傆腥藴嘏藲q月,因為還有善良,還有少年的心,我們才有勇氣與惡抗衡。

如果怕疼算一種品質(zhì)蛙牙最嚴(yán)重的時候,我躺在牙科的椅上,從未像那時一樣把環(huán)繞在自己周圍的聲音聽得那么清楚,像一條魚線拉在耳邊,發(fā)出九十年代黑白電視沒有信號時的刺耳聲音,看見頭頂上那束刺眼的光好像要刺入你的瞳孔——無聲的沉默與恐懼。還要被迫看著別的人冷漠地行來行去。給我治牙的醫(yī)生卻用紙幫我抹干淚,給我講他兒時拔牙的經(jīng)歷。如果四月的陽光有輪廓,那便是這樣溫暖的笑容。我也看見他頭上的汗,也許他真的擔(dān)心了患者是否因為自己的過失而受了本不必要的疼痛。

                     

小時候摯愛月亮的溫柔,如今卻也摯愛起了太陽的光芒,太陽的慷慨與溫暖,已在宇宙中存在了近一百億年了

現(xiàn)在近視很重了,有時候也看不清楚了。但看過太多人間冷暖,如人飲水自知。便日夜對佛祈求世問善良永存。好讓我,看山不是山,是山色空蒙;看水不是水,是水光瀲艷;看你不是你,是西湖西子。

指導(dǎo)教師:謝娟